I’m not a morning person, and I’ve used that as an excuse not to do my
devotions early for years. Guess what? For years, I never got around to
doing them, at all! What has majorly helped me is having an accountability
partner, and we chat every morning about what we learned from a passage.
my husband got a booklet from ???? I think, is that right ?????? that listed
a passage for the day and a blank for truths you found and another for
applications. You and your partner have to sign off on each other’s paper
for each day. There is also a place for questions and a section with memory
verses. You can use the same principle even if you have no booklet. I
never got serious about my devotions until I started doing this. My partner
is my houseworker. I started it as a way to disciple her, but it’s kept me
faithful, both to read, and to try and learn. I mean, how embarrassing for
her to show up and have her passages read if the missionary wife hasn’t done
it! It’s really kept me on track. So many times, I would speed read
something just to say I read it, and now, I’m looking for truths to share
with her. I also do more research when I don’t understand something because
I know she might ask what it means. Before, I would ignore sections I
didn’t understand and just go on.
Lately, though, I am struggling, and I’m thinking I’m going to have to get
up earlier. My kids interrupt me so much that I get really frustrated,
even, yes, MAD, while I’m trying to read my Bible. I’m thinking that kind
of hinders the work of the Holy Spirit, don’t you? (although this morning,
one of my girls plopped down next to me with a little New Testament to
“read” her Bible too. More and more they do that lately.) Usually, we don’t
have many distractions early in the morning, but sometimes we do and that
messes me up too so I can’t blame it all on the kids. (doorbell, husband’s
cell phone, husband going out the very squeeky door, husband coming back in
the very squeeky door, dog barking etc.) I’ve never been one to be able to
concentrate with lots of stuff going on around me. In high school and
college I couldn’t stand to study with background music on or anything like
that. Especially when it comes to the Bible, I get so easily distracted.
Isn’t that horrible? All this to say, I feel your pain! Mornings may not be
best for you, but most people will never “get back around to it” if they
don’t do it in the mornings. I also saw a verse the other day, can’t give
you a reference, that talked about the Israelites giving God the fruit of
the land first, before they even ATE any of it. I know our tithe is
similar. We set aside what’s his first, but I think we can apply it to our
time too. I think He blesses when we are willing to give him the first part
of our day too. If you absolutely can’t do mornings though, you could go
with whenever you feel you’re at your “best.” For me though, “I can’t do
mornings” was an excuse. Not saying that’s the case with you or anyone else
though.
We can blame so many things that keep us away from Him, but as one pointed
out in her analogy, we make time for the things and people we want to make
time for. Sure, the kids are a distraction, but for me, being disciplined
enough to do devotions was a struggle way before I ever even had kids or got
married for that matter! Okay, so how do you like my little sermonette? I
really am preaching to myself because it’s such a temptation to give it up
sometimes. I can’t though, or I absolutely will not make it. I’m going to
just have to work harder to get to bed earlier so I can get up even earlier
and do devotions with fewer interruptions.
I don’t want to embarrass her, but I remember when I went on a mission trip
to Peru and stayed with the ??????’s. I got up really early in the morning,
when it was still dark and the house was all quiet to go to the restroom. I
saw Mrs. ????? kneeling in prayer. To this day, I remember that scene, and
it touches my heart. It was so EARLY and COLD. Not even daylight. I HATE
getting up in when it’s dark and cold, though remember cold never happens
here. At the time, Mrs. ????? had three little kids, was in language
school, and was playing hostess for a houseful of people. She needed sleep!
Instead, she got up before the rest of us lazy bones to spend time with the
Lord. What a testimony that was to me as a young college student. My
responsibilities were zero compared to hers and I wasn’t spending that much
time with the Lord! I hope that I can one day be the godly wife and mother
that she is, but I know it will require those quiet moments with the Lord
first.
Hang in there, and find what works for you. It will be worth it. I’ve
a long way to go myself and am probably the last one that should be giving
advice, but I do enjoy these questions that get us all thinking and
responding. They help me lots.
Vision News